Not so much venting but yea.

I just read alot of the lyrics I wrote, some when I was doing my HSC and my girlfriend broke up with me (the reason I got into singing the extreme metal was to release the anger she caused me and then writing lyrics when she broke up with me) and reading them, it is scary to think of the mindset I had at the time. Even worse were lyrics from a couple of years later when I hit a really low point in my life. Really dark depressing sh** and is actually making me shake a little now. I haven't even looked at these in a very long time, and very very few people that I can count on one hand have actually seen what I wrote.

Getting onto my solo project and learning the guitar, I can finally put these lyrics into songs. Something I always wanted to do and never had the skills or the time. Still don't but I am working on that, the guitarist from my old band is giving me one of his guitars shortly so then I can begin. All these ideas in my head and no way of putting it to a guitar is hard.

(Wow, long rant, think I'll end it there haha)