Quote Originally Posted by KillinSpoon View Post
Well, I have started playing guitar to take my mind off things.
I have figured out that alcohol doesn't help. I woke up in glen waverly yesterday morning sleeping on my jumper...
I'm just glad that I have people on here who have been through the same thing. It sucks that this is my first ever break up, my first love. I feel like you guys can help me through it all. I just wish I could turn time forwards, even just a year and see how I am then. Sometimes I hate being 19... I know that I have to put in the work in order to achieve my final goal and I'm fine with that. But right now, I feel as though everything I have ever done has been for nothing.
Dude, I'm really sorry to hear that.

I had my first gf at 14. And first break up. Sure it sucks.

By your age, I've been in more relationships all my fingers and toes can count (not counting flings and ONSs and stuff like that). Among that, there are those that broke up with me, there are those that cheated on me and there are those that just left me. I've done all of those (except cheating cos I hate that) to more than my fair share of girls. I've my heart broken and I've broken my fair share of hearts.

Go out there and have fun. Try hanging out more people, more friends, more girls (in that order, perhaps).

Experience life, experience relationships. BUT, never be a bastard - by that I mean, don't cheat, and be a responsible man. Soon you will know what you are really looking for in a girl - and that is when you go out there and find the right one!

Now that you know the first love is the only love is the love you marry is a myth, that world is your osyter! Go forth and have a blast!